Angry mood

Last night I got so angry that you can't imagine!
I controlled myself to not show it up in front of my friends. It means that eveything shoud be start from the begining :( That wasn't taste good at all! I am much better after I woke up today morning. Apart from that, I still have a big problem with myself. I went to meet some of my friends today morning that my problems increased again :( Anyway, I have to do something about it but my mind is still a liitle bit tired from last night.

Yanni World Dance

I love this one! I watch it everyday :)

POPTUB's Christmas

I don't understand!

Today I really confused! It's normal, I think! Usually when you want to find the truth and you are looking for it, you will confused! Truth is always somewhere else! It shouldn't be clear. People try to hide it and that's make it more complicated! But I will find it finally because nothing is impossible! Because I believe in myself. :)
You know, it's very hard to believe that somebody do something trouble and crazy but when you search for truth you find many interesting things that you couldn't imagine at all! I even forgot about the first thing I heared because I found many things that are more serious that the first one! That's what makes me sad. I am not sad now! I don't even know that person anymore! Not just from today! It's a long time!!! It's done! I just consider that as a nightmare and then it's done! It's very hard that you refused whatever you hear and then you see the truth with your eyes. OMG
Anyway, it's done! :) It's the sweetness of life and I am happy that I got most from it and earned many experiences. Unfortunately I can't put that kind of experiences in my resume :D lol

International Night - UPEI

Tired :)

I am tired but happy,
I am low battery :D
Try to post something tomorrow when I wake up!

Storm, shutdown, Grades

It's storm outside and UPEI closed for the day.

Today was an important day because at 8:30 AM, we got our grades for entire semester. I am not satisfy of my study at all! I really could do much better but I didn't! It's not something that I make myself sad and nervous. Because I can't do anything! It's another experience which I took before but it just repeated! I have to try to stop repeating it :)

"Why am I 10 feet under and upside down, 

cause I am so used to living underneath the surface; 

and everything will be alright"

and I will walk on water 
and you will catch me if I fall 
and I will get lost into your eyes 
and everything will be alright 
and everything will be alright

Let's forget about it :)

Let's forget about bad things and see the positive side. In another words, let's see the other side of the coin! I was thinking and thinking and tried to write all of my problems. Then I looked at all of them. Afterward I called myself "idiot"! I just told to myself "what are you doing?! Are you in a bad mood just because of these?!". I got finally three points:
1) I need to change everything!
2) I should learn how to use the word "NO" and try to say when it's necessary!
3) You know what, let's look at the positive aspects of problems!

نوبهار است در آن کوش که خوشدل باشی
که بسی گُل بدمد باز تو در گل باشی
نقد عــمرت ببرد غصه دنيا به گــــــــــزاف
گر شـب و روز درين قصه مشکل باشی

Tired!

گفته بودم نخواهم بود برای مدتی 

دیشب وقتی به خانه آمدم ، دلم گرفت

به طوری که نتوانستم جلوی اشکهایم را بگیرم

خسته بودم و خواب آلود

ولی خواب در چشم ترم می شکست

نزدیک های صبح بود که خوابیدم

شاید بهتر باشد قدری استراحت کنم

شب تار یک و بیم مو ج و گر د ابی چنین حایل

کجا دانند حال ما سبک بالان ساحل ها 

Had a bad day!

Sing a sad song just to turn it around

Yalda Night + FaceBook

It was a great night. I really had a lot of fun with friends. Except the fun and music which we performed, there were somethings that made me sad too. The first one was, my parents weren't there tonight :( I wish that they were there too. As well as, during our performance I saw something that made me really sad :( I just didn't expect that! In addition to these, there were another thing but I am not able to write it here!

I don't want to use FaceBook for a while! I got tired of it! I had enough till here! Kasra is sleeping now but I am still in front of my laptop and writing. Delam yekam gerefte, khastam, vali nemitunam joloye rikhtane ashkhayam ro begiram.

Sometimes, you are right but you can't prove it! :(

Yalda Night

Tonight is YaldaNight, I think! The reason that I mention "I think" is because I don't know the party that we have tonight is exactly in Yalda Night or it's just a random date for celebrating it. :D Anyway, we have a performance tonight that we practiced a lot for it. It's the time to show up :D I am trying to have fun in these days and forget about the problems :) That's really good and I feel much in a good mood. I don't care about the problems anymore at the time being! Life is sweet with problems actually but sometimes the problems are not sweet at all! :D In that time, they effect the sweetness of life. LOL

My Thursday

Today is another Thursday,

I am feeling much better than yesterday but I need to rest more to become well completely. At least I don't have pain anymore :) I hope I become pretty good to be able to attend Open House at New Comers tonight. :) I have to go to Small Claims to give them my complain too. In addition, I should talk to UPEI for sure about my English Course which I am still mad of my prof. He doesn't care about his students and it's what I hate! Apart from that, everyday I saw something in Internet that bothers me. Maybe I don't use Internet or just FaceBook for a while! I don't know really! I am just tired of some childish acts. Maybe that's not a good decision but anyway FaceBook took a lot of my time and I can get most from it instead of going around FaceBook.

Sickness and luck

Last night was terrible! :S I couldn't sleep enough because of pain in my throat and stomach. I feel so weak when I woke up today morning. Doctor gave me an powerful antibiotic to makes me feel better very fast. I have to rest enough to be completely fine on 20th to be able to play flute well :)

I really needed something hot when I woke up. I took my decisions to drink hot milk. When I made the milk hot, it broke! OMG! It means the milk expired and no more milk at home. So, I am waiting now for tea to be ready :)

Samvel Yervinyan - Violin

Hospital + Love

Cherry love
Originally uploaded by YaaL

I got sick finally, so I went to hospital tonight. It was really boring because I wait there for about 3 hours to visit the doctor. The funny thing is he just visited me in less than 1 min. I fell not good right now. I wanna go sleep.
In the three hours that I was sitting in a chair in hospital, I saw a nice moment. Two small kinds, one girl and one boy, was waiting to see the doctor. They were about 3 - 4 years. They had different parents. From the beginning the boy tried to do whatever the girl do :) It was so funny. At the end the girl came and took the hand of the boy and the sit beside each other and had a lot of fun together. It was really cute. :-)

Looking forward for Yalda Night

Wow, I can't wait for that night! :) I am practicing very hard with Kasra and Shahriar to be fimiliar with the songs and arrange a nice playlist. It would be a great night :) Tomorrow night, we have another practice time with the band to finalize our list and practice for about 2 hours. Then we can arrange our time and estimate how much practice do we need.

Apart from music, I had an important interview at UPEI today :) It was good and took about half an hour. I really liked the job :) Cross your fingers for me.

World Dance - Yanni

Xmas Party :)

Today one of my Canadian friends invited me to his house for Xmas Party. It was really nice and I really had fun there. I got my first Xmas gift ever today :) It was nice to learn more about Canadian culture. As well as, I always wanted to ask several question about Xmas and new year. So, I had chance to ask my questions.

I found a funny way to be relax against problems :D Taking shower! :D LOL It really worked! I tried it several times when I was so tired of problems and I was getting mad. It works pretty good :)

I have plan to start studying from Wednesday. It doesn't mean that I am doing "kharkhuni" :D I want to improve my language skills and also review my next semester lessons. Let's see what's ganna happen then :D

Recovery!

Amirich is in recovery!

Nightingale

Such an unfair life!

It's really unfair. Everything finally will become my fault even if I don't do anything. I feel a high pressure on myself. I am done with my exams and I need rest but I didn't have chance to do that yet. My mind is full of unsolved problems and are making me tired. I agree that most of these problems is my fault but not all of them :( My main problem is that I trust one of my friend and thought that person know everything but I was wrong. I am not complaining but I am just don't like when people think I am stupid! Should I change my way?! I need to be alone and think. I think I should be more serious. I am complaining legally about some stuff in these days and you know, people think that I am a person who like to complain for everything :( while I hate to fight people. I always think that a human can talk and negotiate everything like human. What do you feel if you buy something with all the money you have and you find out the person who you bought from is a charlatan?! OMG, I am so lucky in everything!!!!

تو که نوشم نه‌ای نیشم چرایی

تو که یارم نه‌ای پیشم چرایی

تو که مرهم نه‌ای بر داغ ریشم

نمک پاش دل ریشم چرایی

Brightness and me!

پشت لبخندی پنهان هر چیز

روزنی دارد دیوار زمان که از آن چهره من پیداست

چیزهایی هست که نمی دانم

می دانم سبزه ای را بکنم خواهم مرد

می روم بالا تا اوج من پر از بال و پرم

راه می بینم در ظلمت من پر از فانوسم
من پر از نورم و شن

و پر از دار و درخت

پرم از راه از پل از رود از موج

پرم از سایه برگی در آب

چه درونم تنهاست

سهراب سپهری

Happiness

Today I was checking my facebook. One of my friends wrote a quote by Jim Rohn: "Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better". Jim has another quote that says: "Happiness is not something you postpone for the future; it is something you design for the present". I absolutely with his quote. Being happy have positive effects in our mind :)
I want to rest a little bit in these days. It doesn't mean that I do not want to write in my blog; I want to play my lovely instrument :) As well as, I am tired of some ... people! People who don't have any capacity for... (never mind)! I don't care! I want to be happy and have fun!

Never Give Up!

I Never Give Up!
I still have some problems that I have to find solution for them. I tried to break the door instead of looking for the actual key but I injured :D One of my friend, Reza, recommend to use window instead. Actually I was thinking about that but the problem is my problem is like an apartment with fences that makes climbing the wall hard! Oh, he might wanted to say use Microsoft Windows instead! :D LOL It's actually harder. I prefer climbing to use normal windows :D

I went to cinema with my friends last night. Hopefully... (Censored) yes! :D It was so much fun and I really enjoyed being with friends. I have to mention this point that if you want my opinion about the movie; I didn't like it a lot! It was not bad but I didn't get some of it because of its British accent :D

Storm

Yanni - Storm


It's really nice, I love it! Amazing speed!

Friendship and Bio Exam

I am very sensitive about friends. I don't know it's a good thing or bad thing! I really get sad when a friend of mine talks ... behind me and do stupid and childish acts! I don't like to feel that I wasted my time and energy for somebody. I don't like people abuse my skills and play with me like a tool. Anyway, we will see!
I am still tired after chemistry exam and I have bio exam tonight. I am not in mood of study :) but I have to. There is no other way! After 10:00 PM, I will be done! :) I need to rest but I still don't have time for that, even after 10:00 PM. I have to mark bunch of papaers and input bunch of marks :S Oh, my break finished! It's time to go back to study :)

No face NO name No number

Love is like the ocean, burning in devotion
When you go, go, go, oh no
Feel my heart is burning,
whenthe night is turning
I will go, go,
go, oh no

Chemistry exam & Global Jam

Chemistry exam done! Yoohooo! It was really hard but I did it pretty good!
I hope I get a good mark. I was feeling out of energy after exam! Anyway, I have Biology exam tomorrow and bunch of materials to study. In this situation, I was invited in a Global Jam. Many musicians came to New Commers to play. It was nice! I just came home 10 min ago.

3 important days; exams

I am so close to the exams. Like always I still have things to study. I wanted to do something this semester that I just do the revision in last days but... :) Minutes 90th! Like always :D It doesn't matter, I will do it anyway. I was a little angry last night. I had an appointment to talk to one of the academic adviser of University. He was...! He didn't understand what I was talking about and he was talking in a way that that's my fault!!! It was like I went to the wrong person, he was university's lawyer, I think! Anyway, I didn't surprise actually! Last year, when he came to our class and talked about helping students in all the problems like "weather shock!!!!!!", I was sure he is liying. And last night, my thesis statement became true. Ok, enough :D I have to go back to study!

Amirich returns!

Let's turn the page over!
It's time to show up!
1 - 2- 3 - Action!

Psychology final report

I am done! Finally :)
I like my report a lot. Too much efforts has been made on it.
And it's time to pick the frut :) I still have a lot to do but I am getting more organized. I can feel it. In addition, it's like 6 days to my exams and I still doesn't have a good study plan! Yep, I need one too! What else?! 2 sikh koobide! :D lol
I was looking at my nature pictures today . I chose the one I put here. I like the autumn colours :) They are so beautiful and give peace in mind.

I feel much better now

I couldn't study last night. I was mentally tired. So I went to bed earlier about 8:30 :D I usually sleep at least 11:00. Anyway, I needed to rest. I saw nightmare all the night :S But when I woke up, I feel much better than last night. You know what?! I don't wanna search for the keys of closed doors. I have new idea! I am going to use another way because there is always a better way. I am going to break the doors or using windows to get in :D LOL

But for the time being, I prefer to concentrate on my study. Exams are coming soon and I have many stuff to study.

Santa Claus Parade 2008

It was Santa Parade tonight. It was really cold. I didn't enjoy it as much as I did last year.
My life is still the same, no changes! Still too much stuff and problems and no time to solve them. I am still looking for the keys of closed doors but I couldn't find them. Too much toughts are spinning in my mind and don't let me concentrate on my study as much as I should. :( I don't wanna complain about my life but..., I don't know. My mother told me several days ago "what happened with you?! You always talked about hope and give people hope but you are different in these days". I still have hope and I am trying my best to solve my problems. I am just tired a little bit, that's all!

دلم گرفته‌است
دلم گرفته‌است / به ایوان می‌روم و انگشتانم را
بر پوست کشیدهٔ شب می‌کشم / چراغ‌های رابطه تاریکند
چراغهای رابطه تاریکند / کسی مرا به آفتاب / معرفی نخواهد کرد
کسی مرا به میهمانی گنجشک‌ها نخواهد برد
پرواز را به خاطر بسپار
- فروغ فرخزاد

I hate the word "soor" :(

I really hate the word "soor" :(
Evey body ask me "give me soor!" what's this?!!!
I have too many problems in these days. What soor should I give?! Soor because I am busy and dieing and under pressure?!!
I bought car?! :(( What car, I am fighting to return it. It was hundreds of problems.
You can't imagine what's going on! Sometimes I think my name = bad luck :( Always things that never happen for other people, happen for me. Now, everything is complicated. I have too much stuff to study as well. I am getting headache! I really wanted to cry today because of everything! OMG! Life is really not fair sometimes!
I fell tired :(

Late

Suddenly it becomes late too early!
ناگهان چه زود دیر می شود

وشم واشم از این عالم بدر شم
وشم از چین و ماچین دیرتر شم
وشم از حاجیان حج بپرسم
که ای دیری بسه؟ یا دیرتر شم
(باباطاهر)

Crazy day!

Today was a really busy day full fo problems for me :S You can't imagine the pressure which was on me today :( I have bunch of stuff to study + bunch of stuff to mark. In addition, my landlord drived me really really crazy today. I argued and he wasn't able to answer my questions. I told him that I am going to complain. Finally he gave me a notice tonight. He wrote some ... on the papar as reason and I shocked when I read them. It was so funny but I wasn't in a good mood to laugh and I was really tired, otherwise I couldn't stop laughing! Here it is:

-Feeding Crows on Balcony,now pooping on other
decks,
-Smoke alarm has gone off several
times,
-Thumping and banging-Moving furniture late at
night,
-loud talking late at night

-1 person on the
lease, 4 people now living in the
apartment,
-proof of Tenant insurance not provided as per
lease agreement,

OMG! There is something wrong with him I think. Too much lies.

International Night

It was an awesome night, in my opinion. The executives did so many efforts for tonight. Good foods, food performances and meet wonderfull people. I really enjoyed but I am really tired. I am in recovery now :D

Cold weather!

The weather is cold but not as cold as some people!

من دگر سوی چمن هم پر پروازم نیست
که پر وازم اگر هست ، دل بازم نیست
آشیان ساختن ارزانی مرغان چمن
آشیان سوخته ام من که هم آوازم نیست

First snow

I LOVE SNOW!
It's snowing and snowing,
First winter snow,
I am a little bit bored but have a lot to study,
a lot to study!
But still have difficulty to say "No" to people!
I am really better than before but still ...
Final exams are coming soon and I am still far away behind!
I really have to do something!

I believe I can fly...

I believe I can fly

I believe I can touch the sky

I think about it every night and day

Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar

I see me running through that open door

Just the matter of time

Good memories :)

Me, Ifo and Andrea

Today I was thinking in my bed after I woke up about time.

Eveything is just matter of time!

I wish I could charge myself by electricity instead of sleeping!

I really like to be more active in exteracircular activities but there is no enough time. I even don't have enough time to study as much as I expect. But, That's not the good way which I am following! I have to study more and more instead of having fun. I don't say that having fun is not good but it should not conflict with study.

Tired, Pain, study

I am really tired and need to sleep,
Feel pain in my right knee,
have many stuff to study,
and bunch of papaers to mark :(
I am not pleased with my marks in this semester at all. I don't mean that I got bad marks but I could really do better than this! Yes, I could! But...
I expected something else at the beginign of the semester actually!
I have an important day tomorrow!
Let's see what ganna happen then!

Fall

Fall is beautiful,
I was walking in UPEI yesterday morning and I faced the scene above. I took out my camera to take that! It's like a conflict and beauty together. I like it!
Today was a really busy day for me. I still have to write a letter and then sleep :)

Har kas be tarighi mara mipichunad, bigane joda doost joda mipichunad. Bigane
agar mipichunad harfi nist, az doost beporsid ke chera mipichunad!

Plan switch!

I am in force to urgently switch to plan B :s
I have no idea but what was wrong to plan A but I don't have enough time to find the problems. In result, from tomorrow morning I will start my plan B urgently!
Except that, today was a nice day. A sunny day! Me, Kasra, and Shahriar practiced for about 2 hours to be ready for the incoming performance and then we went to watch "Body of lies" movie which Golshifte Farahani played a role in it. It was pretty good actually. Most of my friends were there tonight to watch the movie.

Busy as a bee!

6 days, no post :D I am really busy in these days. Many assignments and tests and ofcourse they need time. I don't have time now even, another assingment is going to due at 4...

Study Time

Life?!!!
Life is to study to fullfill my dreams
To make dreams to reality
To show my ability
To show who I am

I didn't study as much as I should! There were several reasons that called excuse :D I know they are excuse because if I want to do something, I will do it! It's true that I didn't study enough but I organized my plan again, so, hopfully the mistake will not repeat again. I can feel I changed! really! At least it's obvious when I look at my results in University. :D I am so happy about that.

Founder Day!

Sitting in front of one of the university's computers and checking e-mails and news :D That's the common thing I do every time I use Internet. It's boring sometimes but of course better than nothing! ;) The worst thing is you get an e-mail that contains bad news :s In that case, the rest of the day ganna be like the hell for you even if it's a lovely and sunny day. Do you know what makes me so angry in these days? Some people are in key jobs that they shoudn't be! That's the main problem of our time.

Don't think that I am sad! I am just tired of this unfair stuff. University is so empty because today is Founder Day! lol Sound's funny for me! Do you know how much money the university spend for celebrating it? Hundreds of dollar, right? From where?!!! Usually when somebody speek like this, people said "Politics", :D lol I don't like politics at all. It make me confused every time I think about it. I am the only iranian who is in the university right now. Everyone are in their house. I feel kind of lonely!

I feel usless!

I feel absolutely useless today :( Not lucky at all today. My job :( I don't have it any more! That's not fair at all. I really don't know why life is doing like this with me! I tried to help my friends a lot but I am thinking I am making everything worst :( I am not lucky!
I am studying everyday but I still feel a little not know everything. That's what make me sad.
But anyway, It's life :) I have to calm down and take it easy :D I think life is pretty with all of these problems. :D I am ganna stand in front of all problems because I am stronger :D haha

No Sleep again! :(

I can't sleep tonight again :( I feel really tired but I still have many things to do. I finished marking papaers and analyzing the marksand I just send the marks to our Prof. Sometimes I really wish I could charge myself by electrisity except sleep :D Tomorrow is a very busy day for me. I have class from 8:30 morning. As well as, I have some appointments and there will be Meet and Great in Faculty Launge that I should attend. Plus cleaning home, writting my assingmrnt, going to the post office, attending the soccer practice and study. :( I hope I survive tomorrow!

First Soccer Match

Today was our first soccer match in Cornwall.
It was not bad :) at least Better Than Nothing!
Me, Kasra, Reza, and Hamed played in this soccer match.

PEI from my window of plane

زندگی دیدن یک باغجه از پنجره مسدود هواپیماست

خیز رفتن موشک به هوا

لمس تنهایی ماه

فکر بوییدن گل در کره‌ای دیگر

مادرم صبحی به من گفت : موسم دلگیری است

من به او گفتم : زندگانی سیبی است گاز باید زد با پوست

.زندگانی خالی نیست

مهربانی هست / سیب هست / ایمان هست

آری تا شقایق هست زندگی باید کرد

Getting ready for soccer

Our first soccer match is the day after tomorrow :) We went to the Charlottetown Mall to buy the stuff we need for an official soccer match. Then guys planed to go play Pool :D

I like playing Pool :) The first time I played Pool was in Iran about 3-4 years ago, I think. It was north fo Iran - Motelghu. But The first time I learned to to play goes back to 6-7 years ago in Sweden - Stockholm :D I just played a little bit to learn how to play.

At last we got it

I'm really really happy today that you can't imagine. We got it finally after a long waiting. Thanks God! Usually god news have possitive and negative aspects :D lol The Picture that you can see above is one of the negative one! :D It's called Soor! lol I gave some of my friends Soor in BK.

چه مستيست ندانم که رو به ما آورد

که بود ساقی و اين باده از کجا آورد
تو نيز باده به چنگ آر و راه صحرا گير
که مرغ نغمه سرا ساز خوش نوا آورد
دلا چو غنچه شکايت ز کار بسته مکن

که باد صبح نسيم گره گشا آورد
رسيدن گل و نسرين به خير و خوبی باد
بنفشه شاد و کش آمد سمن صفا آورد

The largest pichesh I ever seen :D

The largest pichesh in the history of here and the largest that I ever seen has been occurred today evening. I still can't stop laughing =)) OMG! I always thought that my friends just doing Piches, but I got today that it's not true :D lol

Let's do it!

I learned to be clear like glass! But people around me are really making me crazy! I think some people are abusing my behavior :( It's what I don't like it. It's time to move to another stage which is not in the list which is called "Social Behavior"! It's a simple and necessary stage. So, let's do it!

I am tired!

I am really tired at the begining of the way,

Still have miles to go,

Sometimes I see my destination long way in front of me,

It might be mirage again!

Again and Again!

I wan't in good mood again last night! I really have to do something with my emotions sometimes. I am so sensitive with friendship. In last two days I saw some acts from threeof my friends and I got disappointed! :( Sometimes I don't expect their acts and their speech. But I am fine now. I always consider that they are not in good mood now and the time will solve all the misunderstandings and problems. But this statement is not true always...

why?!!!

- "I am not talking to you anymore"
+ "Why?"
- "nothing"!

I really hate when somebody tell you are Culprit and don't say why! I really hate it! I am always frank in these cases and when I say somebody that I am so sad at him/her, I explain the reason because I might be in misunderstanding. I saw many good friends that separated because of stupid misunderstandings. Anyway, except this point, it was an awesome day for me. Everything is working in the way I wish in the university till now and I am becoming really to go to the next stage. I just need to study a little bit more and try to prepare the lessons before the classes.

Let me tell you something. Don't talk to me anymore but I will still keep my words as I promised to you!

Becoming Up-To-Date!

Time to become Up-To-Date! I am still far away from my porpose and it's time to be more organize! Stage 1 completed successfully :) and from now one I will be in stage 2. I still think that should become more organize.
Stage 1 ---> Life Organizing [Way of living :D]
Stage 2 ---> Study Organizing [Which I called to be Up-To-Date!]
Stage 3 ---> Physical Organizing [lol ;)]
Stage 4 ---> Advanced level [To be professional! haha]

Today I promised to myself! I promised a few times in my life and I am so sensitive when I say "I promise!". I kind of scare to say this phrase! Till now, I did everything I promised fortunately :) In this case, I am trying to see what will happen when I promise to myself!

It was beginning of second week of University! Time goes fast that light's speed! I shocked for the first time in university in BIO class today :( Don't ask me why! The amounts of materials for the second session :( But the professor said and the end of the class that today's materials are not required for testing :) But anyway I should understand and learn them to be familiar with that materials during the semester.

Not feel good!

:S I am not feeling good :S I still have pain!

It's like 2:30 am and I just got home.

I didn't study anything as I planed today because we went to practice and play soccer in Colonel Gray Field and also going outside to play pool.

First day of school

Today was the first day of school. I really enjoyed today especially when have common courses with my friends :) I really feel too much pain in my stomach. I think it's because I am a kind of nervous! Anyway, I enjoyed today :) but still miss one of my friends :(
Am I organize now? :s Actually it's a difficult question! I don't wanna say that I am organize but I am really trying to be organized! I am saying that seriously. Because today was the first day, I didn't have many stuff to study. oh, actually you know what?!! There are always things to study :D Studying never get done and I know that. But I just tried to review some stuff to be more ready for next class. This semester is my semester!!! :)
Playing music with Shahriar was so nice. We played some nice songs tonight in Kelly Building to check and match the song with our instruments :D

It becomes late too early!

Tomorrow, University, Biology, Courses, Switch sections, Organizing, Studying. These are the words that turning in my mind tight now. I want to ..., No let's see the result first :D I got four courses till now :D but it might change :) Let's begin a satisfactory semester , YOOOOHOOOO!

Amirich 1 - UPEI 0

That's it! :D
UPEI accepted that did a mistake in giving me limitation :D YOOOOHOOOOO
So, I don't have limitation anymore :D

GoodBye Civilization!

It's 1:15 AM and writting here :D There are still a lot of stuff to do. We have to go to airport tomorrow about noon :( Tonight was very good, we went around downtown and walked with Amir :) Then we said GoodBye to him :( and then we took the last Subway and came home. I am saying GoodBye to civilization now. PEI; we are coming :) Coming back, sweet home :D Life is passing too fast and I am still waiting for something very important! :(

آنان که خاک را به نظر کیمیا کنند
آیا بود گوشه ی چشمی به ما کنند

[0] Days left ---> Back to PEI

Today is last day of our stay in Toronto. 23 hours exactly :D wow! Am I sad or happy? One of my friends asked me yesterday and I told him I wrote something about it in my blog. I am a kind of happy and a kind of sad! :( Me and kasra want to go around with Amir today evening for the last time. That's not sounds cool :s but I am happy anyway to see Amit again before going to PEI. I got a bad news from UPEI today morning :( I still have another chance to talk to someone in UPEI about this issue next week. I hope everything become fine. Everything is against me in these days :s Maybe it's because I am not lucky at all! I don't know! I didn't used Internet and computer for 2 days and some hours. I said that don't wanna use Technology for 4 days. What happened? :D I was in force to do that becuase I was waiting for a news from UPEI and I got it today morning. So, why I use Internet yesterday?! :D gir nade dige! LOL, I wanted to tune up my mom's laptop :D

I made a perfect schedule for my life and study in next semester :D and I am so happy about it. If nothing special happen ;) I can catch the targets I want :) I am sure I can do it because nothing is impossible!

Good Bye Internet and Computer

I want to say good bye to Internet and Computer tonight at 12:00 O'clock PM :D I want to show that I am not addicted and Computer and Internet is not everything in Life. Most of the time they are just wasting people's time and life. Good Bye Facebook! Yahoo! BBC! :D for 4 days. I read BBC Persian News every morning when I wake up :D Am I addicted? No, I don't think so! I just like News a lot :( I really enjoy when reading news or writing news. It's like 4 months that I didn't translate and send news :s Too much stuff too do, that's why. I was focusing on Weekly News. Some of my friends told me that what happened to the Weekly News's special edition that you said in your last News Cast?! I still working on it but believe me that I spend my time in a crazy way on this News Cast because I love News and Journalism :) My mom told me yesterday that "pack up your stuff and don't postpone everything to the last day". Then I told her "OK, just give me time till tomorrow then I will close all my stuff even my laptop!". She laughed at me and said "it's impossible! you close your laptop for several days?!!!!". So, I said "YES!" It's the time I show when I decide to do something, I will do it. I changed from last week a lot! Even you can't imagine! I am trying to improve and avoid my mistakes and things that are my negative aspects :)
GOOD BYE WORLD WIDE WEB AND DIGITAL LIFE FOR 4 DAYS; YES!

[6] Days left ---> Back to PEI

Time is going and going too fast :( Just 6 days.

I woke up today with a bad headache at about 9:00 O'clock.

I saw nightmare all the night and I think that's why I had headache when I woke up.

I am feeling better now hopfully. Time is passing too fast, OMG!

It's like it was last week that we were in Hossein's place in Bernadine and had a Persian Party. Life is not fair sometimes. I will feel some gaps in UPEI. SOme of my best friends are not in UPEI right now :( I am so emotional sometimes . I don't know that it's a good thing ot not!

I remember when I came to Canada for the first time :) I had an amazing feeling you can't imagine! I wanted to fly! We stayed 1 night and then fly to PEI. When we got to PEI, I shocked about its airport. So small and remind me Sirjan Airport in Iran :) lol When we went out of the airport, it was a sunny day. I said "I like here, such a wonderful weather!" then somebody replied from my back "See u in winter!" It was wired! First of all that person didn't know that I came here to live and also what an aweful comment! lol

OMG, life, moments, friends, Parties :(

[7] Days left ---> Back to PEI.

It was an amazing day :) full of fun and I really enjoyed. But It was full of sadness when to say "Bye" to your friends :( I am ganna miss them a lot in PEI.
I learned one funny thing today :D When someone tells "I am almost home!", it means that that person will be home after about 2 hours and 14 min :D lol

I promised again!

I promised again! I am so sensitive when I say "I promise" to do something! :s It means I have to do it. It means responsibility. What did I do possitive today except doing what I promised to do. So I wasted my time again?! I even didn't have fun today :s Just sitting in front of computer :s But today was a good start. Step by Step. Next step is studying hard. I have to try to be more serious about studying. This time is really different. It's really ganna effect my life :s
You know what?! Let's stop writting and go study. I still have a lot of time till end of today :D

[8] Days ---> Back to PEI UPEI

[8] Days left to back to PEI
[2] Days left to miss some of my friends in Toronto
[13] Days left to back to school
Time is going too fast that you can't imagine. Even faster than light! I have to experience a newUPEI! Some of my dear friends left :( I really ganna miss them :( I really confuse sometimes. In other hands many new Iranian will come to UPEI. Sometimes, I wanted to write my feelings in english but it's not working in this way.
گفتم دل رحیمت کی عزم صلح دارد
گفتا مگوی با کس تا وقت آن سرآید
گفتا زمان عشرت دیدی که چون سرآمد
گفتا خموش حافظ کاین غصه هم سرآید

I really shocked!

It's 12:30 AM in Toronto. I want to sleep but there are something...You can't even imagine how did I shocked! I thought It's just kind of joking and having fun but... . I really don't know what to say or write about it. I didn't expect it to be true :s wow, I can't believe it! It's not a dream! OMG! too many questions are flying in my mind :s I trust that person a lot, so it's true for sure!

[9] Days ---> Back to PEI

Just nine days left to return to PEI. I have a strong feeling. In one side I am happy that I go to PEI because I miss my frineds a lot :) But in the other side I will miss my other frinds here :( I am so happy that I came to Toronto. I learned too many things here that I coudn't learn in PEI. Toronto is really a multicultural city. It's a real city. Traffic, distances, subway and highways. Distances make gaps between people a lot. That's a normal thing. Everything shoud not be perfect. Toronto has many possitive things but has negative things too. Same as Charlottetown :D

Staying home all day!

I stayed home all day and guess what did I do?! Yes, you are right :D I was in front of my computer exactly right now and walking around throught the World Wide Web. We say that in Iran [Web gardi :D lol]. It's will be borring when you do it all the day but it's really infinity. It will not finish :D

Lawrence Park

Another lovely day in Lawrence Park. It was one of the an beautiful and amazing Parks I ever seen. Usually, people who marry, come to this park to take photo. We played music and had fun but the Toronto Sky didn't like our music and started to rain :( So, we stoped playing and [farar ra bar gharar tarjih dadim] :D

Subway Trip!

Me and Kasra decided to go in a trip with subway! We started from Eglington Ave and took a Bus. Then we arrived to Victoria Park Subway Station. The trip actually began at that time. And we chose stations randomly to visit:

1) Victoria Park
2) Chester
3) Brodview
4) Castle Frank
5) Sherburne

6) [TimHorton Break] :D
7) Yonge-Bloor
8) Museum
9) Dunpot
10) Eglinton West
11) Dandus
12) Yonge-Bloor
13) Victoria Park (Time to go home :D)

'Very rare' birth in Egypt

Egyptian woman gives birth to septuplets!
I really shocked when I read this news in Yahoo! It's really rare to birth septuplets and all of them are in healthy situation. The interesting thing is 4 of them are boys and 3 of them are girls. I even can't imagine to have septuplets :D lol How their parents have to distinguish between them and choose name! :D

Soccer, Frisbee & Hossein's place

Another interesting day full fo fun with friends in downtown Toronto. The weather of Toronto was in our side and everything was ready to play soccer and frisbee in downtown. It's interesting to know that the frisbee plate has been lost at the end and we couldn't find it! Then we went to Hossein and kamal's place. I am going to miss my friends here when I get back to PEI :(

In the way back to home, me and kasra saw something very interesting. Thousands of ants made a heart shape in the Victoria Street :) Wow, It was amazing in my opinion.

Sunny Weekend

Wow, look at the weather! I just can see two three pieces of clouds in the blue lovely sky. Time to go around in Toronto. From today I have just two weeks :( Two weeks is a lot but it ganna pass with the speed of light (If you don't know the speed of light, just Google it :D). I am a little sad in these days because of my camera. It doesn't work anymore. I have to find the customer service of SONY to fix it. Everything refuse me in these days, University, my folut, my camera, my laptop :D We have a phrase in Iran "eingar dore ye akhare zamoun shode" :) I can't translate it properly but it says "it's like the world is ending".

injustice! I don't like it

Today one of my friends told me something that made me sad :( I don't like when someone saying something injustice :S Maybe that's my fault again. A I emotionalist?! I dunnow! But anyway it's not acceptable when somebody that you consider as a real friends, tell you something... Never mind! I just didn't expect that :( Maybe again it's m,y fault, dunnow!

Playing soccer in Edge Park

Me and kasra ploayed soccer in Edge Park yesterday.
It was so much fun! This week I moved a little bit after 40 days sitting in front of computer and mixing videos or surfcing Internet. :D That's good. I am getting fat like this. I have to increase my physical activities.

Making fun of life!

I was talking about life today morning, haha, I can remember! That's not nice when somebody or someone play wit your life; when you have a hope and somebody who doesn't have enough capacity and qualification makes everything pissed off for you :( I don't like that! I am so happy that I said whatever was in my mind. I don't care when some idiots don't have enough capacity to hear. Life is not really fair sometimes! I am thinking about the amount of money I spent in this way and all of them were actually cribbed by them! I really wanted to exclaim about it and say "What the hell is that?! Is it really fair?!" :( Unfortunately life is not fair sometimes and it's not in a way we like to be. I am going turn over this page and go to the next page. Life is a book that you have to turn over the pages of it and when you go back through the previous pages, toy can't change them cuz they already published! :(

Nightmare, 6 O'clock and writting!

It's almost 6 O'clock :D I saw a bad nightmare and I woke up but I couldn't sleep after that anymore :( So, I think better to wake up and start a new day (especially a nice sunny day) early. It's sunny now and there is no cloud in the sky of Toronto. I like rain and snow a lot but sometimes they put you in the house and don't let you go out, that's the negative side of it. Anyway, I have to continue studying harder than usuall in these days. Summer is going to finish very soon. Today is 12th of August and time goes very very fast and we can't even imagine. Time! Stronge word. Michael Ende who was a German writter of fantecy novels says that "Time is Life" but Benjamin Franklin who is an American inventor, journalist and diplomat had this idea that "Time is money". Different quotes but they look like eachother. The quote which made me confused is this one: Delmore Schwartz, an American poet, says that "Time is the school in which we learn, Time is the fire in which we burn" :D Negative idea about Life :S I don't like that :D Wow, I just saw that how many line I wrote. Let's study now but before better to eat breakfast because I am really hungry :D Hungry of knowledge ;) lol

Weekly News™ #6

Weekly News # 6 was published and launched about an hour ago.
I was working whole today on it to make it more interesting and funny.
It was actually the final part of Weekly News but there would be especial program next week that will summarize all the Weekly News and talk more about the message and the purpose this program has been made.

Downtown with rain

Hanging out with friends in downtown Toronto :D It was raining but the rain couldn't stop us to play soccer and fresbee :) Actually it was more fun to play under the rain. Oh, I have to return to PEI soon :( You know, I actually don't know that I should be sad or happy sometimes. I miss my good friends in Charlottetown but in other side Toronto in nice too :D I really confused!

Hossein's Birthday

Last night was Hossein's Birthday in downtown Toronto. It was full of fun with friends together. Wish you all the best Hossein and hope you have a great and successful year. Happy B-Day :D

People to whom I trusted!

It's really difficult when you trust somebody's talkings and when you see there is exactly the inverse thing in reality :( I really shocked. Maybe I took these too seriously but I really shocked! :( That's not taste good, believe me! Am I stupid that believe and think possitive when somebody tell me something?! :( {it might be just joking} yes, I know. But sometimes jokings cost a lot. Nevermind, these are actually more experiences in my life. I try to think possitive about these! I hope I am in the right way.

I got bored!

I got bored! I was watching Youtube all the day yesterday :S
I wanna go outside, but where?! that's a good question but I don't know the answer! :D Before I coming to Toronto, I thought in Toronto people never get bored! But that's not true. I think if I be in heaven, I will get bored after a while! lol :D

in mood of writing!

Sometimes I feel like not in mood of writing. {you don't know what to write?} no, Brace! I know very well what to write. I always have something to write, but...{but what? you are not in mood!? right?!} not in mood is not correct! I am not in mood of writing sometimes :D I like to write whatever is in mind but my hands don't want to type. A kind of power which refuse you to write. I want to sleep now, I am so tired. {me too :D} I did a lot of things today.

Here you are!

Do you know what's the worst thing?
You got your order about 5 min earlier than others :D lol then you can feel what's going on in the picture above. It was another nice day with friends in downtown toronto.

Kamal ands Hossein moved to their new house. So, we went there to see them and say congratulation for their new house. You know what? We forgot to bought flower or sweet. Never mind, we are like flowers :D lol

Weekly News™ #5

Weekly News #5 has been published to the web. This issue was a little bit different from the previous ones. I tryied to read the comments and feedback and do major changed in the newscast.
Updated 4th August
I received several feedback for this newscast. They are under review. You might see the newscast in english next week :D

Performence in Toronto

We broke our score kind of :D We performed something abour 5 hours. That's ture that we repeat many our song but the important thing is, it was non-stop. Our new song "havaye vatan" was very nice. Even several times people asked us to replay it. We are making an official website for our band in coming days.

Akhe az koja?!

"Akhe az koja?!"

Nachos instead!!!

It was too much fun with Amir and Kasra in North York :D
We went to a shopping mall before going there to eat something. Me and kasra wanted to try mexican food. So, we ordered the food which we wanted. Suddenly, the mexican girl told me "Nachos! ok?". I just shocked for a moment and replied her "Excuse me!" She said "I mean Nachos instead, ok?" :D I just said "ok" :D After a while I got that Nachos is a kind of chips :D It was so funny. I was shocked why the mexican girl doesn't shame to say Nachos to me! :D

Got headache by IMAX!

It was another awesome night with friends in Toronto downtown. Watching The dark knight at IMAX theathere was full of fun. Actually the story of it could be much better than this but it was overal good and full of actions. I got headache when I got home. It wasn't just me. Hossein got headache too. It might because of IMAX, as we discussed this issue with Hossein today morning. I still have headache :S

Calm Down!

I get to angry sometimes. Just for some moment. Too much pressure :D I really have to calm down sometimes. I got too angry because of UofT and if the boss of UofT was in front of me today, for sure sir mizadamesh! :D You know what's the funny thing? I wanted to register in UPEI just in case but they didn't let me in! That's a real jok. UPEI doesn't let someone register! lol but this happened for me today. It was so nice! I was so angry because of UofT's behaviour and then try to calm down and register in UPEI as a backup, but it makes me more angry. I just said "what the .... is that?!" UPEI gave me probation by mistake. They require me to take a special course called SSP. It's abbriviation of Student Success Program!!! I laughed too much when I found the abbriviation of it because if I want to become more successful than I am, for sure I will change my University, not by telking this stupid course. They said that we gave you this becuase you got less than 60% in half of your courses!!! I got 8 courses and just one of them was under 60%. And that course was just one mark under 60. I really have nothing to say!

Music @ Finch

Walking in Finch Area,
And then racticing music in Newtonrrook Park.
It was a good evening!

Trying to not give up!

Life is beautiful! Isn't it? But sometimes everything pissed off at a same time :D That's not sounds good! I know. Sometimes several problems ocure at the same time. They are not actually real problems. They are sweetness of life! Life without problems doesn't make any sence and I believe on this now! I am trying to be more strong and not to give up! In this case, I am sure that victory is mine! It might takes a little time but the result is clear from now one. An inportant result which will turn the page of my life and bring a new page!
This is the life!

Are you having fun?

You asked, "Are you having fun?"

Then you added, "if the answer is yes then you have used your time in the best way possible trust me ;)"

I think having fun is not enough alone. It needs something to become complete! Something that is necessary beside having fun!

Tiregan Ceremony

[Deatils coming soon]
I just got home, and too tired to write the details! :D

------------------------------------------------------- Updated:

It was an another awesome night with friends. We took picture with Master Lotfi which you can see above. Then eatting Pizza in Ryerson Computer Lab :D This part was so funny!

What the...!

I feel I can't stand it anymore! How long shoud I wait more! My imagination again and where realistic fails :( They are really making me crazy! I have too much stuff todo and too many difficulties. It's not fair! Too many problems ocure at the same time for me and most of them need a key which I am waiting for it. I am always patient about the problems and looking for possible ways to solve it but this time is different! I should just wait and wait! I really hate this kind of solution which solve the problems in a long period of time. What the... is that! What can I do? NOTHING! Opportunities are passing after each other and I am watching them one by one, just watching! What can I do? NOTHING! Watching sunrise and sunset is beautoful but it will be boring and depressing if you repeat it for a long long period! What can I do? NOTHING!

Ceremony of Lights

Tiregan Festival, concert of Mohammad Reza Lotfi, Beautiful colourfull night, with my brother and Amir, so much fun, laughing anf jokking, walking in downtown, CN Tower, Waterfront downtown, Iranians, and that's all!

Strange feeling!

I have a strange feeling like missing something! {don't tell me that you miss PEI!} I don't know, might just a little bit. {if you don't know, so why did you choose this title?!} I don't know either. I really have a strange feeling. Today I woke up earlier than usual and try to do something useful. {and?} I went to the Internet and started to surface the web :D. But my mind was somewhere else. I couldn't concentrate. {what kind of feeling?} happiness! I am so happy and I think something good gonna happen. Might be today or tomorrow! But I am sure that there should be something. Last night, when I went to bed, I was in a kind of bad mood! I was asking myself several questions but I couldn't answer them! {like what?} like; "Am I using my time positive in these days". I just could answer myself "I don't know!" which is not a properly answer to this question.

Weekly News™ #3

I launched the 3rd Weekly News™ today. In my opinion it was better than the previous ones in quality and eddit. Also the design and graphic took more times in this one.

Valens and Westfield heritage

Lovely day! I got a little bit tired because the bus has delayed about 50 min when I we were getting back home. But Valens was a nice place. We ride canoe too! It was my first time ridding canoe. Also, the westfield heritage was so nice. It was a simulation of an old village. Everything were like 100-200 years ago. Old trains, people dressed old, and also old places.

Stupid Embassy!

First of all, I wish you that you never go to Iran's Embassy in Ottawa. When somebody is in a foreign country and go to the embassy of his/her country, should feel safe, peace, happiness. But the Iran's Embassy in Ottawa will bring you the exact inverse thing. People there made me real angry. They don't do people's work at all! Just getting salary, that's it! They didn't accept my document because they didn't accept the stamp and sign of the Embassy of Iran in Abu Dhabi! You can't imagine the percentage of stupidity of them! Never mind!

Beautiful Ottawa

Ottawa was really a beautiful place to visit. The view which is above, shows a very nice aspect of Ottawa. One of the big problems in Ottawa is a place to park car. I couldn't take many nice pics because there was no spot to park our car!

It's time to go Ottawa!

You know what? Let's go to Ottawa! :D

Amirkasra's Birthday

Today was my brother's Birthday.
One of the important date of my life.
Amirkasra Happy Birthday and wish you all the best.