Charlottetown - Chapter 3

Politics! :s I hate politics! People live with politics! I can see it, I can feel it! Among my friends! When you write somebody something, it passes through 1000 of filters in their minds to get something from it! Even when you writing something friendly like: "hey, where are you?" They start to process some shit from your message: "Is he seeing me right now?" , "what does he want?" and etc. Then they start to answer your question with another question which I don't like it: "What happened?" , "kaaram daari?" and etc. Sometimes they even don't care about you to answer and pretend they didn't see your message or they say "I was busy at that moment I forgot to reply" and etc. I can write a book about my friends wired behaviour. I don't know, it might not wired in their mind, LOL,but it's wired for me! I don't mean that people should say always the truth to everyone! I mean people shouldn't lie! Sorry to say that but when you don't wanna say the truth just Shut Up! and don't say too much shit to me please!

Charlottetown - Chapter 2

Yeah, I saw many people! I saw many cultures! I remember one of my friends told me something several months ago. He quoted that from one of our common friends who is not considered as friend or even a normal person in my mind. “In other places we choose our friends but in here we don’t have more options and are in force to be friends with people who we don’t want”. This is the most shit I heard about friendship in all my life! Yeah, I saw many people who are different from inside and outside. People who fooled little fish with some fake smiley face and shit words! Little fish which I am sure will understand one day what’s going on but it’s too late! TOO LATE! Small city, small communities but big experiences!

2 hours before the first exam

It's exactly two hours before my first exam which is chemistry. I have some stress! Mid-term and quizzes are different because they are not important as much as exams. That's why I become more stress before my exams. Am I ready to today's chemistry?! Yeah, kind of! I needed to practice more for it. I am always like this! I always put everything to the last days and last moments and it's not something good. If I change this bad habit, many of my problems will solve! Many of them!

Charlottetown - Chapter 1

Charlottetown, a small city in an island. A city which built many of my memories and experiences. I got to know many types of people here. People from Iran, Canada, and other countries. Some of my opinions about the life changed here because I saw the life from different angle. I got to know different type of friends! Friends who left me alone when I faced problems and difficulties! Friends who showed me their real character in different situations! Friends who lost themselves into the ocean of nothing! But they thought nothing is impossible and they were right! Nothing is Impossible! They lost themselves in an ocean without thinking about the storm and dangerous sharks! They prefer to love the sharks and get along with them and they thought there is nothing they can do else! They chose the worst way and they thought the sharks will also love them when the time passes. They were in the idea that sharks also love them, at least 40%! They thought can build up the rest of this 60% step by step! One of the small fish of the ocean also fell in love with a shark! Pity little fish who were spending its time for a shark who were thinking about the little fish as a piece of meat! The little fish even didn't listen to the other fish who told many stories about the sharks. The little fish told them that this shark changed, it's not like before! I wish the little fish think about the dark future!

Waiting and Waiting

It's like I am sitting here for an hour and somebody is running on my mind! That's something called bad luck. It's like no one is in University at this time because it's Friday 6:25 PM. But I have no idea what the hell this guy doing here! I don't know; maybe I am just so sensitive these days :( I have a special feeling but I don't know how to express that! It's nor a good feeling for sure :( I don't know! You probably want to ask why am I still in University?! ...

Exams Coming

Too much works! Too many papers and assignment due in these days. It's like when you done with one of them, something new show up :s I am really tired! I need a rest. School made me so nervous these days. This pressure brings a very stomach pain for me :s It's the just matter of time! Evey thing is just the matter of time! When our IT professor, David, told us in last IT class that he extended our project which was due tonight, I really got happy :) Really Really Happy! :) I had enough today. I had final biology lab and it was so hard. I did it pretty good but it was hard :s Anyway, I am just want to go home rest and chilling out for a bit.