Angry mood

Last night I got so angry that you can't imagine!
I controlled myself to not show it up in front of my friends. It means that eveything shoud be start from the begining :( That wasn't taste good at all! I am much better after I woke up today morning. Apart from that, I still have a big problem with myself. I went to meet some of my friends today morning that my problems increased again :( Anyway, I have to do something about it but my mind is still a liitle bit tired from last night.

Yanni World Dance

I love this one! I watch it everyday :)

POPTUB's Christmas

I don't understand!

Today I really confused! It's normal, I think! Usually when you want to find the truth and you are looking for it, you will confused! Truth is always somewhere else! It shouldn't be clear. People try to hide it and that's make it more complicated! But I will find it finally because nothing is impossible! Because I believe in myself. :)
You know, it's very hard to believe that somebody do something trouble and crazy but when you search for truth you find many interesting things that you couldn't imagine at all! I even forgot about the first thing I heared because I found many things that are more serious that the first one! That's what makes me sad. I am not sad now! I don't even know that person anymore! Not just from today! It's a long time!!! It's done! I just consider that as a nightmare and then it's done! It's very hard that you refused whatever you hear and then you see the truth with your eyes. OMG
Anyway, it's done! :) It's the sweetness of life and I am happy that I got most from it and earned many experiences. Unfortunately I can't put that kind of experiences in my resume :D lol

International Night - UPEI

Tired :)

I am tired but happy,
I am low battery :D
Try to post something tomorrow when I wake up!

Storm, shutdown, Grades

It's storm outside and UPEI closed for the day.

Today was an important day because at 8:30 AM, we got our grades for entire semester. I am not satisfy of my study at all! I really could do much better but I didn't! It's not something that I make myself sad and nervous. Because I can't do anything! It's another experience which I took before but it just repeated! I have to try to stop repeating it :)

"Why am I 10 feet under and upside down, 

cause I am so used to living underneath the surface; 

and everything will be alright"

and I will walk on water 
and you will catch me if I fall 
and I will get lost into your eyes 
and everything will be alright 
and everything will be alright

Let's forget about it :)

Let's forget about bad things and see the positive side. In another words, let's see the other side of the coin! I was thinking and thinking and tried to write all of my problems. Then I looked at all of them. Afterward I called myself "idiot"! I just told to myself "what are you doing?! Are you in a bad mood just because of these?!". I got finally three points:
1) I need to change everything!
2) I should learn how to use the word "NO" and try to say when it's necessary!
3) You know what, let's look at the positive aspects of problems!

نوبهار است در آن کوش که خوشدل باشی
که بسی گُل بدمد باز تو در گل باشی
نقد عــمرت ببرد غصه دنيا به گــــــــــزاف
گر شـب و روز درين قصه مشکل باشی

Tired!

گفته بودم نخواهم بود برای مدتی 

دیشب وقتی به خانه آمدم ، دلم گرفت

به طوری که نتوانستم جلوی اشکهایم را بگیرم

خسته بودم و خواب آلود

ولی خواب در چشم ترم می شکست

نزدیک های صبح بود که خوابیدم

شاید بهتر باشد قدری استراحت کنم

شب تار یک و بیم مو ج و گر د ابی چنین حایل

کجا دانند حال ما سبک بالان ساحل ها 

Had a bad day!

Sing a sad song just to turn it around

Yalda Night + FaceBook

It was a great night. I really had a lot of fun with friends. Except the fun and music which we performed, there were somethings that made me sad too. The first one was, my parents weren't there tonight :( I wish that they were there too. As well as, during our performance I saw something that made me really sad :( I just didn't expect that! In addition to these, there were another thing but I am not able to write it here!

I don't want to use FaceBook for a while! I got tired of it! I had enough till here! Kasra is sleeping now but I am still in front of my laptop and writing. Delam yekam gerefte, khastam, vali nemitunam joloye rikhtane ashkhayam ro begiram.

Sometimes, you are right but you can't prove it! :(

Yalda Night

Tonight is YaldaNight, I think! The reason that I mention "I think" is because I don't know the party that we have tonight is exactly in Yalda Night or it's just a random date for celebrating it. :D Anyway, we have a performance tonight that we practiced a lot for it. It's the time to show up :D I am trying to have fun in these days and forget about the problems :) That's really good and I feel much in a good mood. I don't care about the problems anymore at the time being! Life is sweet with problems actually but sometimes the problems are not sweet at all! :D In that time, they effect the sweetness of life. LOL

My Thursday

Today is another Thursday,

I am feeling much better than yesterday but I need to rest more to become well completely. At least I don't have pain anymore :) I hope I become pretty good to be able to attend Open House at New Comers tonight. :) I have to go to Small Claims to give them my complain too. In addition, I should talk to UPEI for sure about my English Course which I am still mad of my prof. He doesn't care about his students and it's what I hate! Apart from that, everyday I saw something in Internet that bothers me. Maybe I don't use Internet or just FaceBook for a while! I don't know really! I am just tired of some childish acts. Maybe that's not a good decision but anyway FaceBook took a lot of my time and I can get most from it instead of going around FaceBook.

Sickness and luck

Last night was terrible! :S I couldn't sleep enough because of pain in my throat and stomach. I feel so weak when I woke up today morning. Doctor gave me an powerful antibiotic to makes me feel better very fast. I have to rest enough to be completely fine on 20th to be able to play flute well :)

I really needed something hot when I woke up. I took my decisions to drink hot milk. When I made the milk hot, it broke! OMG! It means the milk expired and no more milk at home. So, I am waiting now for tea to be ready :)

Samvel Yervinyan - Violin

Hospital + Love

Cherry love
Originally uploaded by YaaL

I got sick finally, so I went to hospital tonight. It was really boring because I wait there for about 3 hours to visit the doctor. The funny thing is he just visited me in less than 1 min. I fell not good right now. I wanna go sleep.
In the three hours that I was sitting in a chair in hospital, I saw a nice moment. Two small kinds, one girl and one boy, was waiting to see the doctor. They were about 3 - 4 years. They had different parents. From the beginning the boy tried to do whatever the girl do :) It was so funny. At the end the girl came and took the hand of the boy and the sit beside each other and had a lot of fun together. It was really cute. :-)

Looking forward for Yalda Night

Wow, I can't wait for that night! :) I am practicing very hard with Kasra and Shahriar to be fimiliar with the songs and arrange a nice playlist. It would be a great night :) Tomorrow night, we have another practice time with the band to finalize our list and practice for about 2 hours. Then we can arrange our time and estimate how much practice do we need.

Apart from music, I had an important interview at UPEI today :) It was good and took about half an hour. I really liked the job :) Cross your fingers for me.

World Dance - Yanni

Xmas Party :)

Today one of my Canadian friends invited me to his house for Xmas Party. It was really nice and I really had fun there. I got my first Xmas gift ever today :) It was nice to learn more about Canadian culture. As well as, I always wanted to ask several question about Xmas and new year. So, I had chance to ask my questions.

I found a funny way to be relax against problems :D Taking shower! :D LOL It really worked! I tried it several times when I was so tired of problems and I was getting mad. It works pretty good :)

I have plan to start studying from Wednesday. It doesn't mean that I am doing "kharkhuni" :D I want to improve my language skills and also review my next semester lessons. Let's see what's ganna happen then :D

Recovery!

Amirich is in recovery!

Nightingale

Such an unfair life!

It's really unfair. Everything finally will become my fault even if I don't do anything. I feel a high pressure on myself. I am done with my exams and I need rest but I didn't have chance to do that yet. My mind is full of unsolved problems and are making me tired. I agree that most of these problems is my fault but not all of them :( My main problem is that I trust one of my friend and thought that person know everything but I was wrong. I am not complaining but I am just don't like when people think I am stupid! Should I change my way?! I need to be alone and think. I think I should be more serious. I am complaining legally about some stuff in these days and you know, people think that I am a person who like to complain for everything :( while I hate to fight people. I always think that a human can talk and negotiate everything like human. What do you feel if you buy something with all the money you have and you find out the person who you bought from is a charlatan?! OMG, I am so lucky in everything!!!!

تو که نوشم نه‌ای نیشم چرایی

تو که یارم نه‌ای پیشم چرایی

تو که مرهم نه‌ای بر داغ ریشم

نمک پاش دل ریشم چرایی

Brightness and me!

پشت لبخندی پنهان هر چیز

روزنی دارد دیوار زمان که از آن چهره من پیداست

چیزهایی هست که نمی دانم

می دانم سبزه ای را بکنم خواهم مرد

می روم بالا تا اوج من پر از بال و پرم

راه می بینم در ظلمت من پر از فانوسم
من پر از نورم و شن

و پر از دار و درخت

پرم از راه از پل از رود از موج

پرم از سایه برگی در آب

چه درونم تنهاست

سهراب سپهری

Happiness

Today I was checking my facebook. One of my friends wrote a quote by Jim Rohn: "Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better". Jim has another quote that says: "Happiness is not something you postpone for the future; it is something you design for the present". I absolutely with his quote. Being happy have positive effects in our mind :)
I want to rest a little bit in these days. It doesn't mean that I do not want to write in my blog; I want to play my lovely instrument :) As well as, I am tired of some ... people! People who don't have any capacity for... (never mind)! I don't care! I want to be happy and have fun!

Never Give Up!

I Never Give Up!
I still have some problems that I have to find solution for them. I tried to break the door instead of looking for the actual key but I injured :D One of my friend, Reza, recommend to use window instead. Actually I was thinking about that but the problem is my problem is like an apartment with fences that makes climbing the wall hard! Oh, he might wanted to say use Microsoft Windows instead! :D LOL It's actually harder. I prefer climbing to use normal windows :D

I went to cinema with my friends last night. Hopefully... (Censored) yes! :D It was so much fun and I really enjoyed being with friends. I have to mention this point that if you want my opinion about the movie; I didn't like it a lot! It was not bad but I didn't get some of it because of its British accent :D

Storm

Yanni - Storm


It's really nice, I love it! Amazing speed!

Friendship and Bio Exam

I am very sensitive about friends. I don't know it's a good thing or bad thing! I really get sad when a friend of mine talks ... behind me and do stupid and childish acts! I don't like to feel that I wasted my time and energy for somebody. I don't like people abuse my skills and play with me like a tool. Anyway, we will see!
I am still tired after chemistry exam and I have bio exam tonight. I am not in mood of study :) but I have to. There is no other way! After 10:00 PM, I will be done! :) I need to rest but I still don't have time for that, even after 10:00 PM. I have to mark bunch of papaers and input bunch of marks :S Oh, my break finished! It's time to go back to study :)

No face NO name No number

Love is like the ocean, burning in devotion
When you go, go, go, oh no
Feel my heart is burning,
whenthe night is turning
I will go, go,
go, oh no

Chemistry exam & Global Jam

Chemistry exam done! Yoohooo! It was really hard but I did it pretty good!
I hope I get a good mark. I was feeling out of energy after exam! Anyway, I have Biology exam tomorrow and bunch of materials to study. In this situation, I was invited in a Global Jam. Many musicians came to New Commers to play. It was nice! I just came home 10 min ago.

3 important days; exams

I am so close to the exams. Like always I still have things to study. I wanted to do something this semester that I just do the revision in last days but... :) Minutes 90th! Like always :D It doesn't matter, I will do it anyway. I was a little angry last night. I had an appointment to talk to one of the academic adviser of University. He was...! He didn't understand what I was talking about and he was talking in a way that that's my fault!!! It was like I went to the wrong person, he was university's lawyer, I think! Anyway, I didn't surprise actually! Last year, when he came to our class and talked about helping students in all the problems like "weather shock!!!!!!", I was sure he is liying. And last night, my thesis statement became true. Ok, enough :D I have to go back to study!

Amirich returns!

Let's turn the page over!
It's time to show up!
1 - 2- 3 - Action!