People to whom I trusted!

It's really difficult when you trust somebody's talkings and when you see there is exactly the inverse thing in reality :( I really shocked. Maybe I took these too seriously but I really shocked! :( That's not taste good, believe me! Am I stupid that believe and think possitive when somebody tell me something?! :( {it might be just joking} yes, I know. But sometimes jokings cost a lot. Nevermind, these are actually more experiences in my life. I try to think possitive about these! I hope I am in the right way.

in mood of writing!

Sometimes I feel like not in mood of writing. {you don't know what to write?} no, Brace! I know very well what to write. I always have something to write, but...{but what? you are not in mood!? right?!} not in mood is not correct! I am not in mood of writing sometimes :D I like to write whatever is in mind but my hands don't want to type. A kind of power which refuse you to write. I want to sleep now, I am so tired. {me too :D} I did a lot of things today.

Strange feeling!

I have a strange feeling like missing something! {don't tell me that you miss PEI!} I don't know, might just a little bit. {if you don't know, so why did you choose this title?!} I don't know either. I really have a strange feeling. Today I woke up earlier than usual and try to do something useful. {and?} I went to the Internet and started to surface the web :D. But my mind was somewhere else. I couldn't concentrate. {what kind of feeling?} happiness! I am so happy and I think something good gonna happen. Might be today or tomorrow! But I am sure that there should be something. Last night, when I went to bed, I was in a kind of bad mood! I was asking myself several questions but I couldn't answer them! {like what?} like; "Am I using my time positive in these days". I just could answer myself "I don't know!" which is not a properly answer to this question.

I hate waiting...

Waiting and waiting...

That's really not fair! I really confused and many plan and stuff to do but I have to way except waiting. I hate to wait this much long! {me too} Hey Brace, you really can't imagine how hard is to wait all the time and can't do something else. But never mind! I will wait and I can be the champion! :)

Integral!

I practiced Integral for three hours today but I still think there are something that I don't understand. I have class tomorrow night again and I should study more than this.
I am still wasting my time a lot. I tried to waste the time less and focus more on my studying. You ganna laugh at me If I tell you what do I expect myself! {tell me?} I am sorry to tell you this but you are officious Brace! {that's so nice of you} I jus was kidding, come on! {never mind! tell me what do you expect from yourself, I wanna laugh at you} I expect myself to get 100 in this course! {LAMO} I am serious! {i kow} Anyway, we will see! {we will see!!!}

Getting mad of the landoenwr

I really getting mad of my landowner. He is making a warofnerves! This is the third time he came to my rented house and telling that I am making noise during the night. That's really stupid! {come down man!} why should I come down Brace?!!! He doesn't have the right to do this without any documentry. I will show him!!! He is thinking that I am stupid and wants to tease me!!! He told me several days ago: "Take of your shoose when you enter the building because it ganna makes sound when you walk on the wood!!!!!!!!!". {that's sounds stupuid!} yes, I know. So, I will take my shoose every time I enter the building and bring them up and show them to his camera on the enterance door!!! And I will tell anyone that I see (specially in my building), what he asked me to do! I have many difficulties in these days and he is making my problems worst! It's like he is spying us!

Smell of Spring

I can feel the smell of spring today,
I have a kind of stranfe feeling but I am happy.
I really like snow but I was getting tired of it when
time goes! It doesn't mean that I don't like snow
anymore; I love snow! But changes in life is
sometimes necessary.
{but I like sun more than snow!} haha, where
were you Brace? Didn't see u for a while! I thought
you also forgot me. {i was a little bit busy} You are
the only one that is in my little blog! I was getting
bored without you. {really? :) I missed u too}

I am really Exhausted

I am really Exhausted today, I wanted to study in evening but I couldn't! I have special feeling and I am a little sad about some of my friends. {is it about me?} No, I am not talking about you. you know what?! I care about somethings that I shouldn't! {like what?} Don't aks me please! Sometimes we like to get 6 in dice but we get 1 instead and that is what we call back luck! I am exhausted, I wanna sleep! {alright, go ahead!}

My final decision

“I took my final decision!”
“I will improve!”
“I will show you from tomorrow”
I said all of these sentences several times but did I do
them?! It’s pretty clear. But this time is different {I
heard this one also before!} C’mon this time is really
different, I will not show you from tomorrow. I will
show you from now on. {I have no idea!} I will say
NO to those things which waste my time.

Making problem out of nothing!

Come on! what's wrong with u! { what happened?!} Iam talking to myself, I am blaming myself! { what didi u do again} Even don't ask me, I am tired to explain you. { ok, I ask u later} I don't know, sometimes I make problems out of nothing just by my imaginary! { i can guess what you did!} you even can't guess!

Always last moment!

I really don't know why I always do my assignments in the last moment! {because you are stupid!} Thank you very much Brace. {your welcome!} You know, I always say that from the next assignment I will not do like that, and after that... { no need to tell me, you don't surprise me! it's normal for you} C'mon Brace, I am doing the assignment now { no, you are chatting with me} lol {kooft}

My new friend "Brace"

Sometimes I think that I am talking to myself in my blog! Really, I am not jokking. The only person that come to this page is just myself and that's a huge statistics! It doesn't matter, I am trying to talk to someone in my page, it's better than to talk to myself. So, from now on, I introduce you my stupid friend called Brace. {you are stupid, behave!} Oh, sorry I ment idiet! {that's enough, you are full of it!} Allright, {i will show you later, don't worry} haha, let's see!