Upside Down

Upside Down Snowball
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Risk! Is it a good thing?! I am always with doing risk but... . The kind of risk you want to do is so important. People who think wisely, usually research before doing a risk and that's very good. Love? what's your own definition of love?! People have their own definition of love. In the movies usually love starts when a man and woman see each other and they feel something in their heart or at least one of them has this feeling! But it's just a start! Then you have to do some research, talk to that person, see that are you match each other or not? It's so stupid to fall in love by just look at somebody' face and that's all! :S We are on the 21st century! I really see people say "I like him/her"! I ask "like because of what?!" and they you hear "I don't know, I just like him/her!!!!" wow, that's fantastic! It's the time to move on! what the hell is that?! Why some people look at life upside down?!

To enjoy!

Why should I worry about someone who don't listen to me and continue the childish acts! Why should I be sad about that person's life or the dark future! Why should I spend my time thinking to help when that person doesn't care at all! So, I am done! I did whatever I could do and it's all finished! Tomorrow is another day. Days will pass so quickly that you can't imagine. The only thing that will remain is good and bad memories! People usually forget good memories but bad memories are difficult to forget. People around are really cold in these days. You can't imagine that sometimes even your best friends break your heart! :) It's OK! I am fine with that. Before I come to Canada I thought the only thing that breaks the friendship is money but I found several more funny factors :D I don't care anymore! I want to enjoy my life. Life is full of problems in these days and I am trying to handle them :D

Time will solve all the problems, so Let's enjoy!

Another Day

I left my Physics class earlier than usual today morning because the proff just was reading from presentation and I got so bored. I was in the Pit for about 3 hours and I didn't see any of my friends! But I had chance to study a little bit. When I wanted to left, I saw Hashem. Anyway, I forgot about an important meeting with one of the university staff about my job! :s I just remembered now! It was on 11:00 AM :S I have to be more organized in these days. I learned about some wonderful things in the life in past month! You can't imagine :) I really feel what Mendi Akhavan Sales means by his poem called winter!

Winter (Zemestan)

سلامت را نمیخواهند پاسخ گفت

سرها در گریبان است

کسی سر بر نیارد کرد پاسخ گفتن و دیدار یاران را

نگه جز پیش پا را دید نتواند

که ره تاریک و لغران است

و گر دست محبت سوی کس یازی

به اکراه آورد دست از بغل بیرون

که سرما سخت و سوزان است

نفس کز گرمگاه سینه می آید برون ابری شود تاریک

چو دیوار ایستد در پیش چشمان

تنفس کاین است پس دیگر چه داری چشم

ز چشم دوستان دور یا نزدیک؟

سیحای جوانمرد من ای ترسای پیر پیرهن چرکین

هوا بس ناجوانمردانه سرد است آی

دمت گرم و سرت خوش باد

سلامم را تو پاسخ گوی در بگشای

Prove it for me!

I didn't study anything today! Even a word! In my plan I should study 40 hours a week. It means 5.7142857142 hours a day which I think I didn't start it yet! Hopefully from this week :-"

Imagine that you went to buy sucks, then you will find a very dirty shirt that is so ugly. You hear that everybody that see it, say a bad thing about it. It attracts you because it's really crazy to sell suck a stupid product in a nice place. You starts to say the same things that people say about it. But suddenly page turns. People around see that you kinda like that shirt!!! Oh My God! That's happen only in a situation that I have no idea how to explain that! It's like you say that "I like virus!, it's so powerful and nice!, especially that capsule around it, it's so cute!" But you know it sometimes happen. You know what is the funnier thing? When you say somebody that this virus is dangerous and that person don't accept that and say "Prove it for me!!!!!!" OMG! Forget about it! I just have no idea about this issue!

Honesty

Honesty is the quality of being honest. It's truthfulness, sincerity, or frankness (Dictionary). It doesn't mean when you don't lie, you are honest. When you hide something or ditch someone or try to show everything in another form, it means you are not honest. A myth with a hero who is not a real hero! What does "O.K" mean?! When somebody ask you to do something and you say O.K, it means you accepted to do that! But when you do something else (not just something else, exactly 180 degree against), it's called lie or in other words not being honest! Maybe it's just a noble lie! You might thing I disbelieve in many stuff because I am just sensitive, but it's not like that. I just hate lie. Aloooooooooooooooot!

Honestly is such a lonely word

Virus!

It's so interesting to read about viruses. According to Wikipedia: "A virus is a sub-microscopic infectious agent that is unable to grow or reproduce outside a host cell". But if you look at the real world, you will see that some people are exactly like viruses. They astray people for their purposes. That's not nice at all. These people actually are not sick, there are virus itself!

I have a special feeling! Feeling like confused! Confused about some acts that occur around and are so wired! Always, the reality is somewhere else. And that's true.

Busy as a bee!

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Too many stuff to do :D I just came from 3 hrs physic's lab and I have one more 3 hrs lab after an hour :D Am I tired?! Of course not! I am enjoying them :) I might be tired physically but I am not bored at all! I had a quiz at the beginning of the physics lab, but I kinda pissed! You know why? Because I confused two different stuff together. I hope it be the first and last time I do such this stuff in the entire semester. Except today's quiz, everything is fine :)

My mom is coming in next few days and I am so happy :) NICE FOODS :-" haha. So, the life is fair enough ;) isn't it?! :D It doesn't mean that I don't have any problem but It's sweet like honey :) Kasra, Reza, and Hamed will play soccer tonight in UPEI. Last time they lost but I hope tonight at least they win! ;) Anyway, Tomorrow is the final day for late registration, dropping the courses, and paying the tuition fees! Tuition :S Usually this word comes with pain and dislike :D lol

Orientation and Party

Last night was full of fun but... . The first day of weekend started at 8:30 am by International Students Orientation at University. It took till about 3:00 pm. Then from 5:00 to 7:00, I played indoor soccer and it was really amazing :) After that, we practiced music for about an hour. From 9:30 till 12:00 I was in my Friend's house in residence, because there was a party there and afterward everyone went to Wave. Last night was full of fun but ... :(

What does Lucky means?!

To whom can we say "You are Lucky"?! It's a complicated question and has different answers in people's view. I was thinking today that am I a lucky person or not? I even can't say for sure that I am lucky or not! I am lucky in many points and also I was not lucky at all in many others!

I still have problem with my University Schedule :s I don't like my schedule yet. I am trying my best to customize it :)

2nd day of school

I enjoyed my first day of university as well. It was full of fun specially in Statistic class. It was really funny. The professor asked students a question and after discussions he explained the answer. Then he asked a tricky question but when all the students were waiting for answer he confused what's going on! lol Then he saw his wrist watch and said "OK, time's over!!!" It was really funny that you can't imagine! Anyway, after the statistic class, I decided to go home and rest and eat something because I just drink some milk as my breakfast! When I sat in my car, I considered that I forgot to turn off the light because I was late for my class on morning. It means I am starving and still in University :D It was funny again :D lol

1st day of school

Yesterday was the very first day of school! I have no idea why most of the people hate this day and feel sad! I wasn't sad and I had an inverse feelings. I was so happy and I really enjoyed the first day of school. My first class of new semester was so funny. Our new Iranian professor didn't come to class without ant notice and all the students shock. We were waiting for him for about 45 min but no one came to class. My second class was biology. I didn't like the professor a lot. She was speaking in a low level and her voice was really making me sleep. It's like saying something all the time with the same level of speech! :D By the way, the problem that I had with English professor is hopefully arriving to some results ;) I received an e-mail from register office yesterday :)

Mr Rock & Roll - Amy McDonald

And they'll meet one dayFar away

And say "I wish I was something more"

And they'll meet one dayFar away

And say " I wish I knew you, I wish I knew you before"

3rd day of New Year

Seconds, minutes, hours, days, and life pass too fast! Like the speed of a wink! It's like it was yesterday that we done with exams and now we just have 1 more day! If I analyzed my holidays, I didn't do useful things a lot! I don't say not at all but I could do much better. I wasted a lot of time. It's true that I studied during the break a little bit but it was nothing! I should change everything! I should change the way I study! You know, it's really confusing when you have your purpose and it's like you should leave a lot of things to get to your targets. It's always like this. We always should loose something to earn something! And that's what makes the life more complicated :) But still nice!
I watched 3 movies yesterday and I got tired :D I have no idea how Reza watch bunch of movies in a row :D Anyway, there is a soccer match at university Gym today evening at 6:00 and I want to go and play soccer :) yooooohoooooo!

Worst New Year that I had

:(( I am not good! I still have headache! I couldn't sleep enough because I saw nightmare all the night! I am in SHOCK! I was so happy because of the new year but everything changed! In just 2 sec! To whom should I trust now?!!! To whom?!!! Life is sucks! It's really sucks!

عمر مارا مهلت امروز و فردای تو نیست
من که یک امروز مهمان توام فردا چرا؟
آسمان چون شمع جمع مشتاقان پریشان میکند
در شگفتم من نمی پاشد ز هم دنیا چرا؟
در شگفتم من نمی پاشد ز هم دنیا چرا؟

I really wanted to cry last night but I couldn't because It was a really hard shock! I am still confused! Still confused! Too many stuff is spinning in front of my eyes and doesn't match or even when they match with difficulties, doesn't make enough sense!