What the...!

I feel I can't stand it anymore! How long shoud I wait more! My imagination again and where realistic fails :( They are really making me crazy! I have too much stuff todo and too many difficulties. It's not fair! Too many problems ocure at the same time for me and most of them need a key which I am waiting for it. I am always patient about the problems and looking for possible ways to solve it but this time is different! I should just wait and wait! I really hate this kind of solution which solve the problems in a long period of time. What the... is that! What can I do? NOTHING! Opportunities are passing after each other and I am watching them one by one, just watching! What can I do? NOTHING! Watching sunrise and sunset is beautoful but it will be boring and depressing if you repeat it for a long long period! What can I do? NOTHING!