Angry mood

Last night I got so angry that you can't imagine!
I controlled myself to not show it up in front of my friends. It means that eveything shoud be start from the begining :( That wasn't taste good at all! I am much better after I woke up today morning. Apart from that, I still have a big problem with myself. I went to meet some of my friends today morning that my problems increased again :( Anyway, I have to do something about it but my mind is still a liitle bit tired from last night.

Yanni World Dance

I love this one! I watch it everyday :)

POPTUB's Christmas

I don't understand!

Today I really confused! It's normal, I think! Usually when you want to find the truth and you are looking for it, you will confused! Truth is always somewhere else! It shouldn't be clear. People try to hide it and that's make it more complicated! But I will find it finally because nothing is impossible! Because I believe in myself. :)
You know, it's very hard to believe that somebody do something trouble and crazy but when you search for truth you find many interesting things that you couldn't imagine at all! I even forgot about the first thing I heared because I found many things that are more serious that the first one! That's what makes me sad. I am not sad now! I don't even know that person anymore! Not just from today! It's a long time!!! It's done! I just consider that as a nightmare and then it's done! It's very hard that you refused whatever you hear and then you see the truth with your eyes. OMG
Anyway, it's done! :) It's the sweetness of life and I am happy that I got most from it and earned many experiences. Unfortunately I can't put that kind of experiences in my resume :D lol

International Night - UPEI

Tired :)

I am tired but happy,
I am low battery :D
Try to post something tomorrow when I wake up!

Storm, shutdown, Grades

It's storm outside and UPEI closed for the day.

Today was an important day because at 8:30 AM, we got our grades for entire semester. I am not satisfy of my study at all! I really could do much better but I didn't! It's not something that I make myself sad and nervous. Because I can't do anything! It's another experience which I took before but it just repeated! I have to try to stop repeating it :)

"Why am I 10 feet under and upside down, 

cause I am so used to living underneath the surface; 

and everything will be alright"

and I will walk on water 
and you will catch me if I fall 
and I will get lost into your eyes 
and everything will be alright 
and everything will be alright

Let's forget about it :)

Let's forget about bad things and see the positive side. In another words, let's see the other side of the coin! I was thinking and thinking and tried to write all of my problems. Then I looked at all of them. Afterward I called myself "idiot"! I just told to myself "what are you doing?! Are you in a bad mood just because of these?!". I got finally three points:
1) I need to change everything!
2) I should learn how to use the word "NO" and try to say when it's necessary!
3) You know what, let's look at the positive aspects of problems!

نوبهار است در آن کوش که خوشدل باشی
که بسی گُل بدمد باز تو در گل باشی
نقد عــمرت ببرد غصه دنيا به گــــــــــزاف
گر شـب و روز درين قصه مشکل باشی

Tired!

گفته بودم نخواهم بود برای مدتی 

دیشب وقتی به خانه آمدم ، دلم گرفت

به طوری که نتوانستم جلوی اشکهایم را بگیرم

خسته بودم و خواب آلود

ولی خواب در چشم ترم می شکست

نزدیک های صبح بود که خوابیدم

شاید بهتر باشد قدری استراحت کنم

شب تار یک و بیم مو ج و گر د ابی چنین حایل

کجا دانند حال ما سبک بالان ساحل ها 

Had a bad day!

Sing a sad song just to turn it around