Santa Claus Parade 2008

It was Santa Parade tonight. It was really cold. I didn't enjoy it as much as I did last year.
My life is still the same, no changes! Still too much stuff and problems and no time to solve them. I am still looking for the keys of closed doors but I couldn't find them. Too much toughts are spinning in my mind and don't let me concentrate on my study as much as I should. :( I don't wanna complain about my life but..., I don't know. My mother told me several days ago "what happened with you?! You always talked about hope and give people hope but you are different in these days". I still have hope and I am trying my best to solve my problems. I am just tired a little bit, that's all!

دلم گرفته‌است
دلم گرفته‌است / به ایوان می‌روم و انگشتانم را
بر پوست کشیدهٔ شب می‌کشم / چراغ‌های رابطه تاریکند
چراغهای رابطه تاریکند / کسی مرا به آفتاب / معرفی نخواهد کرد
کسی مرا به میهمانی گنجشک‌ها نخواهد برد
پرواز را به خاطر بسپار
- فروغ فرخزاد

I hate the word "soor" :(

I really hate the word "soor" :(
Evey body ask me "give me soor!" what's this?!!!
I have too many problems in these days. What soor should I give?! Soor because I am busy and dieing and under pressure?!!
I bought car?! :(( What car, I am fighting to return it. It was hundreds of problems.
You can't imagine what's going on! Sometimes I think my name = bad luck :( Always things that never happen for other people, happen for me. Now, everything is complicated. I have too much stuff to study as well. I am getting headache! I really wanted to cry today because of everything! OMG! Life is really not fair sometimes!
I fell tired :(

Late

Suddenly it becomes late too early!
ناگهان چه زود دیر می شود

وشم واشم از این عالم بدر شم
وشم از چین و ماچین دیرتر شم
وشم از حاجیان حج بپرسم
که ای دیری بسه؟ یا دیرتر شم
(باباطاهر)

Crazy day!

Today was a really busy day full fo problems for me :S You can't imagine the pressure which was on me today :( I have bunch of stuff to study + bunch of stuff to mark. In addition, my landlord drived me really really crazy today. I argued and he wasn't able to answer my questions. I told him that I am going to complain. Finally he gave me a notice tonight. He wrote some ... on the papar as reason and I shocked when I read them. It was so funny but I wasn't in a good mood to laugh and I was really tired, otherwise I couldn't stop laughing! Here it is:

-Feeding Crows on Balcony,now pooping on other
decks,
-Smoke alarm has gone off several
times,
-Thumping and banging-Moving furniture late at
night,
-loud talking late at night

-1 person on the
lease, 4 people now living in the
apartment,
-proof of Tenant insurance not provided as per
lease agreement,

OMG! There is something wrong with him I think. Too much lies.

International Night

It was an awesome night, in my opinion. The executives did so many efforts for tonight. Good foods, food performances and meet wonderfull people. I really enjoyed but I am really tired. I am in recovery now :D

Cold weather!

The weather is cold but not as cold as some people!

من دگر سوی چمن هم پر پروازم نیست
که پر وازم اگر هست ، دل بازم نیست
آشیان ساختن ارزانی مرغان چمن
آشیان سوخته ام من که هم آوازم نیست

First snow

I LOVE SNOW!
It's snowing and snowing,
First winter snow,
I am a little bit bored but have a lot to study,
a lot to study!
But still have difficulty to say "No" to people!
I am really better than before but still ...
Final exams are coming soon and I am still far away behind!
I really have to do something!

I believe I can fly...

I believe I can fly

I believe I can touch the sky

I think about it every night and day

Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar

I see me running through that open door

Just the matter of time

Good memories :)

Me, Ifo and Andrea

Today I was thinking in my bed after I woke up about time.

Eveything is just matter of time!

I wish I could charge myself by electricity instead of sleeping!

I really like to be more active in exteracircular activities but there is no enough time. I even don't have enough time to study as much as I expect. But, That's not the good way which I am following! I have to study more and more instead of having fun. I don't say that having fun is not good but it should not conflict with study.

Tired, Pain, study

I am really tired and need to sleep,
Feel pain in my right knee,
have many stuff to study,
and bunch of papaers to mark :(
I am not pleased with my marks in this semester at all. I don't mean that I got bad marks but I could really do better than this! Yes, I could! But...
I expected something else at the beginign of the semester actually!
I have an important day tomorrow!
Let's see what ganna happen then!